Saturday, December 31, 2005

My New Year's Night

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We have four guests in our home this week for 7 days, at times tough, busy, hectic, lots of people in one house (total=9), but mostly it's great, good times, conversation, different perspectives, sharing life together. How else do you know yourself if not by living your life in front of others? We all should do this more often, it sure is a different experience from our secluded, private, keep to myself, no one knows what happens behind close doors, home lives many of us live.

WHAT I'M DOING FOR NEW YEAR'S:
1. Kiss my wife often, before, after, during midnight
2. Kiss our children goodnight at 7:30pm. No late night for them.
3. Watch my favorite band in the whole world jam on a repeat PBS special - COLDPLAY at Austin City Limits. I'm looking forward to "Yellow" and "In My Place" and of course "Fix You".

SET LIST:
Speed of Sound
Yellow
White Shadow
'Til Kingdom Come
Ring of Fire
Clocks
In the Sun (with Michael Stipe)
Nightswimming (with Michael Stipe)
In My Place
Fix You
Recorded: 12/9/2005

Tomorrow, I get up and go to work, lead worship for our morning services. Today I'll lift, chest/back/abs, 30mns. treadmill, eating plan as always (6 small meals a day, equal carbs/protein, protein drinks (60g). That will be 5 times working out this week.

Grieving is on going, last night I read my posts from a year ago regarding my abuelita's final 10 days of her life. It makes my hand shake, my lips quiver, my whole body goes tense, then I relax. She was in the hospital from Dec. 24th through Jan. 3rd. 2005. It feels like yesterday.

Have a great day.

Into the future of 2006,

davidT

Friday, December 30, 2005

Your New Year's Resolution

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This is fun because most of us think others are the problem. I sure don't need this, but some of you out there do. Make it into a resolution for 2006. How to Avoid Annoying Other Drivers.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Denver, CO

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I installed Tiger on my Powerbook G4 today, not sure if it's made it slower (I called Apple and they said it shouldn't), but I can't get the Spotlight feature to work. I click on it and it just sits there.

Oh, and someone emailed me today offering me a job in Denver, CO. I'm not looking to move but it was interesting...

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

UPDATE: Thanks RC, I'll get more memory early next week. Hope that helps.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Challenging Christmas Eve Morn

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It's a bit of a challenging morning for me today. Abuelita stuff is swirling in my head like newspapers on a windy Chicago day. And the area where the lamp fell on my head a few weeks ago is still sore, I should probably have it checked out. It feels a bit numb. With abuelita having died of a brain anyurism, it just plays with my mind for sure.

My grandmother who raised me from age 6 lived in our home and on Dec. 24th 2004, went into the hospital while I was leading our Christmas Eve services. I am not looking forward to tonight, but I've been praying, talking about it with friends and I know God is with me. He will carry me. Tonight I lead our services, 5:30pm and 7pm.

I've been here before, the 1st year, the 2nd year after a loss. When my father died now five years ago (Dec. 31st 2000), the second year was as tough as the first. Missing him, thinking of him, his letters, the time we missed being apart, him in Nicaragua while I formed my life here in Long Beach, CA. I still miss him greatly. I'm not looking forward to this whole week, yet God is near and He has carried me.

But I have much to look forward to today, I will probably have to my head checked out which freaks me out, but I'm good. My family is near, God is right here and I'm not going crazy just yet. I hope this is just a concusion of sorts, I wasn't knocked out, I never lost consciesness, it just feels sore and a bit numb, plus you never mess around with head injuries. My grandmother remembers falling on her head 10-12 years ago and used to say that's how the anyurism got started. I feel a bit dizzy today, but I think it's more nerves than anything.

So it goes for me today, the mix of nerves, grieving and just telling myself it's okay, it's okay. He is near, Emmanuel, Emmanuel, has come to thee O Israel. Rejoice, rejoice!

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Jesus Christ as Lord

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I believe Jesus Christ as Lord. Yes, I believe. Simple, but true. Merry Christmas.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

On the Econimcs of Busters and Boomers in the Church

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Emergent...hmmm, I don't have emergent needs, I have real, tangible needs.

On the Buster generation, the generation I and many of my fellow pastors, church planters, youth pastors, mission's pastors, GenX pastors, and the like come from, we have real needs too.

I am not a Buster, I am a Bridge. We are the bridge generation. While the Boomer generation is set, we continue to struggle to make ends meet.

We are the: Stop abusing us generation, and give us what we deserve generation.

We are the: I work hard, I humble myself to work within the larger system providing for the Boomer pastors that much coveted GenX generation.

We are the: Stop living in the past generation and take a look at what we do, the path God has given us to shape. We are the take a look at our work and character generation.

We are the: Faithful generation. Yes, some have left, some have done it wrong and haven't left graciously or stayed graciously, but most of us have.

We are the: Bridge generation.

We are the: Poor generation. Can't afford to live in California, can't afford to own our home, can't afford to live the life our Boomer pastor counter parts live, yet we have as much training, experience and passion. We are the poor generation.

We are the: Passionate generation. But passion doesn't always pay does it? Creativity, forget it. Some have done it, one in a million, the Bells, McManus, few and far between. But the rest of us struggle in the middle between the success of our Boomer pastors generation and the opportunities of the Millenials.

Millenials. Wait your turn, God will use you greatly. We are the bridge generation to you. We've got your back. Your time will come.

We are the: Missional generation, but missional doesn't pay does it? Missional books written by big time pastors from large churches sell, and a few Busters have done it, but the rest of the missional GenXers, we blog, but no one pays to blog do they?

We are the: Thank you, nice to have you around, but I don't get you, generation.

We are the: Do your job, respect your elders, submit to authority, bring in the kids, build great services, reach the world, oh...you've done all that, for the last 10 years you say? Oh, well, good job, by the way, how's your part time job going?

We are the: Bridge generation. Making sense of culture, of large church and emergent church, of missional and contemporary, we are the ones in the executive meetings while supporting those 20 year olds on the way to become senior pastors of Boomer churches. We are the bridge generation.

Aren't bridges important? Or do they just get walked on and another one is built...

We are the real needs generation: With a real wife/husband, children, and family. Our needs are just as real as your needs Boomer pastor. We have the same dreams and aspirations, but with our 'wealth' we'd rather not buy more stuff, but instead give it away, help the poor, the hungry, the world, our families in third wold countries.

Some leave the big church, they plant new churches, they design webs, they sell coffee, fed up, done, poor. Others make it big, see Yahoo, Google...we are entrepreneurs.

But those of us who remain in the Boomer church and circles, working hard to help our churches not lose the next generation so that you can continue to preach to big numbers....pay us, take care of us, give us our due, come to our dinners, support our missionaries, pay us what the executives get, we do the same amount of work, we just do it liquid, through 100's of people all around us, you do it all yourself, that's okay, we can accept each other in the Lord.

But the church is not yours Boomer pastor, the offering plate is not yours, it is the Lord's. Take care of your future, take care of your Bridges, take care of those who've helped you come this far and can carry you into the next 25 years until Barna's Revolution comes and then the Millenials will be ready.

Take care of those who've fed you, loved you, given you their lives, we are not Busters, we are Bridges, but Bridges have needs too. And for those Boomer pastors who have taken care of their Bridges pastors, I applaud you and commend you. I want to take you out to coffee, I'll even buy.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Life Still Goes On During Christmas

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More Christmas perspective on how life goes on, good and bad, broken promises, hurtuful words, sickness amidst all the Christmas spirit. And why should we expect only good things during Christmas? Even Mary and Joseph had to struggle to find a place to rest during the birth of our Savior.

This is helping me at least, hope it helps you too. Link: Music Review.com

"I lay on the icy ground, staring up at the night sky and wondering whether or not I had broken my ankle, I distinctly remember asking myself and/or God, How can this be happening? It's Christmas!

My pastor gave an interesting answer to this in last Sunday's sermon. We Christians usually look upon Christmas with fondness as a magical time of year when we can recapture some of our youth, spend time with family, share some nifty presents, and experience the wonder of the Christ child. As a result, we tend to place some unrealistic expectations on Christmas, doing all we can to make it perfect for ourselves.

But the reality is that the world does not stop for Christmas. We're still prone to accidents and frustration this time of year. We won't get everything we ask for, the family dinner may get burned in the oven, and sadly, Christmas will even prove tragic for some. Hey, even one of the most pivotal moments of history went awkwardly—Mary and Joseph couldn't find a room in the local hotel, and the Son of God was ultimately born in the cold manger of a smelly barn."


Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Monday, December 19, 2005

Complaining About Christmas

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A good quote for the day, from christianitytoday.com "THERE IS NO IDEAL Christmas, only the one Christmas you decide to make as a reflection of your values, desires, affections, traditions."
Bill McKibben, Hundred Dollar Holiday: The Case For a More Joyful Christmas

I remember a year I was on my Christian-high-horse (but only that one year), thinking: "Christmas is so commercial.....where is the real meaning, blah, blah, blah." Ever felt that way?

I know that feeling is natural amidst the $$ and business of it all. But that's because we make Christmas about us, we want something outside of us to make us feel good about Christmas. As if Jesus should teach the Christmas Eve message, wrap presents at K-Mart/Target and go caroling with us. Then it would be meaningful.

There is no ideal Christmas, except for the Christmas that you decide to make special. The last time Christmas was special/meaningful/real was the time I made that decision, to have me plug into GOD's STORY, versus the other way around.

So one year we gave to the poor, another year we sent a box of 'regalos' to my family in Nicaragua, another year we read Scripture every day for 10 days, another year we just complained about how it should be. I tell you, being a Christian is hard work. My unbelieving friends don't think about this stuff!

And you know what, Christmas is still commercial, and it's $$, and yet it's bigger than us. It's not about how it makes us feel, it's about us doing something to bring the bigger story into our lives and the lives of others. But that's hard, most of us want Jesus to literally be in the manger at our church play.

Try something with your children, staff, homes to bring meaning into this Christmas, there is still time. Then again, sometimes it just hits you, and you realize how much all of this is just God's grace.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Saturday, December 17, 2005

John Mayer and Worship Music

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When it comes to worship music as far as its style, cultural relevance, etc. it's getting better, but there's still so much triteness and tired sounds out there. How many versions of "I Could Sing of Your Love" can you stand?

But emails like this, from one our young artists, inspire me and keep me searching and striving for more:

"Awesome, again very, very good stuff to hear from someone who is living the dream, and doesnt let the music become stale... worship shouldnt be that way either! I am so thrilled to see your heart going in a direction that would take Bob Dylan quality lyrics (for God of course), and high concept music like taht of Sting, and mesh them with so many other influences to enhance worship.

God is so deserving of everything, yet we get comfortable playing G-C-D songs and singing "I COULD sing of your love forever", but God deserves more. The King of Kings deserves to be treated to the best of what we can do, worship should be a challenge, and something we labor over because we are giving it to God... and if secular artists can so passionately pour into things that are meaningless, we should do the same for a living God...

So brother, I encourage you to follow this passion God has birthed in you, and I want you to know, I'm there with you, because I believe in this communicating God in new ways. So keep the hope alive, and keep taking these secular artists as inspirations, because they are the ones striving for more... Lets strive too."


This is on the heels of a telling interview with one of my guitar heroes - John Mayer regarding his recent departure from pop and into a more genuine him, a blues/rock sound. So much of modern rock worship sounds tired to me. I want to move forward into fusion, urban, world, emo sounds.

Some quotes: (John Mayer interview)
1. I got bored with pop
2. Pop is the music you get tired of the fastest
3. I'm just investigating
4. If we move away from the music we listen to in a year or two, why do we keep playing in the same box we created?
5. What's this white boy doing here?
6. 80's music is the easiest music to do over and over again
7. Some of my pop music just takes you BACK, oh...wasn't 2002 a great year!
8. I don't have a lot of community
9. I'm a lonely guy, I'm not in a band, I'm rich, but I am alone in this solo artist/blues thing
10. I'm a copy cat - but I copy the RIGHT THINGS.
11. If you're thinking about picking it up, you've already picked it up - EX - Stevie Ray Vaughn in 2005
12. My obligation is to be a great musician....and yet a normal person
13. I'm taking the two sides and putting them into one

This guy is no spiritual role model, but musically at 28 years old, he's fresh in his desire to KEEP GROWING, remember he was HUGE in pop music and he's giving it all away (sort of).

Type this url in iTunes for the podcast: http://podcast.rbn.com/rstone/rstone/rss/rsqa.xml or download the podcast under Dec. 13th at: J-mayer.org


Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Into the Arms of Grace

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One last check of the scoreboards (email, etc), and into the ARMS OF GRACE. Off to my final at Talbot School of Theology (MA Theology, Historical Theology, Dr. Gomes). Three papers due Friday, still working on them.

Where else can I go? But into His arms of grace....let's make that our battle cry this December!

I'm ready.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

UPDATE: Final done, that was a terrible test. I was ready, but the test was too one sided. One paper down, two to go.

Monday, December 12, 2005

The Thing I Do

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I've been updating my Ministry Philosophy and Distinctives for the Rest of My Life. It's been clarifying.

I'll begin to write these distinctives out over the next few weeks.

#1 GENEROSITY IN EQUIPPING.
Generosity is what drives me to equip other worship leaders in the local church context. Why should I as a paid full time worship pastor have the only chance to serve, minister, etc? The Body is much broader than that. I believe in diversity of sounds, styles, personalities and gifting. My existence in the Body of Christ is to equip (Eph. 4) the saints for works of ministry. My work is worship arts. I've also developed a "Worship Artist's Matrix" with the help of Erwin McManus as our foundational values and goals. It includes elements such as theology, gifting and character.

Currently within our local church, we have equipped four worship bands and I directly lead a fifth. I oversee all five worship ministries and we're now developing a sixth. What this has allowed for is to have our lead pastor feel comfortable with whomever is leading up front. This takes time, but it has been an intentional effort to multiply myself and develop leaders.

Let me tell you, most worship artists and leaders don't want to do this because of ego, power, control, position, salary and fame. It's been a long road for me, and sometimes I still struggle with all of the above, but God's Spirit and Word has changed me forever. I believe in GENEROSITY and giving away all I have so that others can grow and find meaning and passion in life.

The benefit is that if your church decides to add more services, or do a video venue or send bands missionally to the world, you've got them. You don't have to pay, hire more worship leaders or work with an agent. They're right there, homegrown in your own back yard. That's my commitment. The problem is that the senior staff can see you as expendable. Hey, this other guy does as good a job as you, why don't we just keep him at half the price? What the senior staff don't get is that what guys like me bring is not just the stage and Sunday service stuff, but the environment of developing, multiplying and discipling leaders which got you to this place to begin with. You remove a guy like me, and you lose more than a stage guy. Of course, if I've done a good job of mentoring others, the new guys will have a heart for leadership development, so there's hope. But you get my point. Equipping eventually leads to moving up or moving out.

But here's the rub. In our contemporary/modern churches, you get paid to DO MORE, not to EQUIP MORE. No one pays to develop leaders in the local church. Not in the worship arts. North Coast has a vision for this, so I'm glad someone is doing it out there at the local church level. There are many parachurch organizations that have committed their lives to this, I think they're right on track. But the local church is lagging behind. I am a revolutionary (a'la Barna) in this and sometimes it gets tough, but I'm committed to it.

The traditional model in worship is if you run the choir, play the band, rehearse the bells, lead the children, build the set, sing the solo, play the piano, write the song, write the script and record the CD, then you're seen as worth your pay. I've experienced this first hand and it's painful.

Next generation leaders are those who will lead at a high level themselves, but will model and give all they have away to others so that the Body will be built up and the Kingdom of God will expand through shared power, shared control and shared creativity. The age of the centralized, one main figure worship artist is coming to an end. I can lead worship for 2,000 or 10,000 people but I can also equip and train, mentor and release leaders.

So you write songs and play a mean EG or piano? Great, so does my friend's 15 year old. Can you help him? Do you equip, do you have a heart for character formation in the lives of worship artists and the Church at large, do you love the Word, have a theological background and release and train leaders to preach the Gospel locally and world wide through the Arts? That's what I do. But the local church still for the most part, doesn't get it. So it's an up hill battle.

The lead/senior pastor. What does he want? A rockin' band, upbeat/genuine music and a Christmas program that is fun and relevant. Yeah....been there. So the worship artist reduces himself or herself to that, while deep inside them is this passion for the nations, for the lives of people, for the poor, for local service, for developing leaders and multiplying himself. But no one will pay you for that. And if you do it on your own time, the candles better be on and the band better kick some butt on Sunday morning!

At the recent church consultation I went through, the evaluator told me, "I'd rather have a worship pastor that develops leaders to one who builds big Christmas programs." Sigh....I agree.

But still, I've committed myself to this, my life is crazy, my schedule is hectic, but I do it for the love of God and the TRUTH of it, the fact that this is RIGHT and it's what God is calling next generation leaders to do - to surrender our own success, our own rights and to equip, train, release, lead, serve all along while producing beautiful worship that impacts the world for Jesus Christ while keeping a tender heart, not taking yourself too seriously and realizing that it's all a gift of Grace. Not to Us but to Your Name be the Glory.

That's what I think about at night.

So bringing it down to daily life, here's a little of how I do this....

We call our equipping ministry Reimagine. These worship ministries range in their scope - some can now lead a congregation of 300, others of 500, others of 2,000. This has been an intentional ministry focus in the last 5-6 years. Each band is led by it's own unique worship leader with their distinct sound and style based upon their worship artists. They lead in any and all of our worship services. I have an intentional relationship with all these worship leaders and their members. We train them together with our best music, vocal and spiritual coaches every year. We've seen over 100 people come and be a part of Reimagine and over 50 of them have joined worship bands and found a fit. We've also seen over 100 students take classes and get started in worship arts.

The way we organize our overall Worship Arts ministry is as follows:
1. CREATIVITY - Everything dealing with our main worship services, outside events, environment, atmosphere, Christmas, Easter, tech, lighting, recording, podcast, web design, etc. This one area has many sub areas under it.
2. CHARACTER/COMMUNITY - Everything dealing with small groups for artists, "Heart of the Artist" Retreats, mentorship and discipleship, all things dealing with growing as followers of Jesus Christ. This is so needed in the lives of our worship artists.
3. EQUIPPING - We call this Reimagine, everything dealing with developing the next generation of worship leaders and worship bands for our main services, small groups and life stage classes. We eventually expect our artists to be sent from us to other churches, Disney, Hollywood, etc. according to their gifting and calling.
4. MISSIONAL - We call this uLeader, everything dealing with our artistic training/evangelistic trips to Russia, Nicaragua, Hungary, Africa, South America and the local Rescue Mission and helping emerging local church planters. We are not iLeader, but God (You, u) are our leader - uLeader. Here we pray for people to follow Jesus as a direct result of the Gospel and worship.


Let me talk specifically about #3 - EQUIPPING or REIMAGINE.

The way we organize our Reimagine Equipping ministry is as follows:
1. Reimagine Worship Bands - Equipping artists to lead large group worship at the local church level, while emphasizing their uniqueness.
2. Reimagine @ Home - Equipping small group worship leaders, high school worship leaders, life stage (adult classes worship leaders). This is for leaders that lead in small group environments. We've seen a great hunger for this.
3. Center of Music and Arts - Teaching music, acting and dance classes to children, youth and adults. A recital happens at the end of each term.

I do this with all volunteers and high level leaders of character and skill. We need one or two paid interns in the near future.

What I have recently found, is that two years into the equipping relationship (or so), the worshipper wants to come back and spend time training some more. Initially, after the beginning time of intense training, relationship, accountability, etc. the worship leader needs his/her own space. I've noticed that for a period of about a year, the worship artist needs to grow on their own, to prove yourself, to confirm your abilties, anointing, allowing the greater community of Christ (local Church) to affirm your call and gifting. I've seen that happen over and over again in our worshippers. It's been fun.

There are also difficult moments along the way. Just a few weeks ago, one of our bands led and after watching them they are in need of a musical director, a backbone keys or AG player that can provide a musical flow between songs. Also, one of their original songs started slow, took too long to open to the more accessible second half. Our lead pastor asked me how I thought the band did, and I gave him my feedback, 10 to 1 ratio, positive versus things they can work on. Sometimes, someone in the church will say 'I missed you up there..." I am okay with that, but during those times, I share the vision of equipping, of developing leaders within the local church, of sending and placing these worship artists in their context according to call.

Whether talking to our lead pastor, or to a wondering constituent, I am committed to these bands and their place within the Kingdom. I must admit, the relationships get tough at times, because I have to go deeper and deeper both in character and purpose as the months and years go by. I can't mentor a first year worship leader in the same way that I mentor or advice a 10 year veteran. It's fun. I love it and I feel God uses me in those roles.

The scheduling can get tricky, how often do you put your beginning band to lead your main services. How often do you give them the opportunity to grow into their own, to get better you have to play and yet keep the integrity of the worship gatherings. One thing I've done is create alternative places, Concerts in the Park, Belmont Shore Christmas Parade, Halloween Outreach, to give bands some reps and opportunities. And you know what, certain bands do performance type events better than others! That's such a gift to see people find their fit and use their gifts uniquely. For example, the band that recently played at the Belmont Christmas Parade won the Civic Award Best Float Award! Awesome. I see that as the right fit for the right event and it showed. Not all worship leaders and bands can do everything, some can, but imagine being secure enough as a leader to allow others to get the spotlight and win the awards. That's what I do.

We've also committed to equipping worshippers for the high school group, children's ministries and life stage adult classes. We call this Reimagine@Home. This is a new aspect of our Reimagine ministry and we've seen a huge hunger for it in our church, especially at the small group level. We've joined forces with our spiritual formation pastor to bring worship to our small groups. We expect a great 2006 in this area. It's an area I'm very excited about.

Next time, I will talk about #2 - CHARACTER.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

How to Change Guitar Strings

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Good advice. These days, I take my guitars in to have them tuned and cleaned, but sometimes (like this weekend), I still do this myself. You may think you've got this down to a science, but I just learned to not use plyers to pull the pegs, instead, push the strings into the pegs to push them out.

How to Change Guitar Strings. Acoustic.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Flu

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Like many out there, our family also has the flu. In Nicaragua they call this "dengue," that sounds more like it. Four, five, six going on seven days of flu for my wife (bad news), and ALL three of our little ones. Our 6 year old has had a 100-101 fever for 6 days. The doctors say it's just a bad case of the flu, but I'm a bit concerned. I am fine so far. Please pray for our family, it's pretty miserable around here. We'll get through it eventually.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

UPDATE: (Monday), I got it too.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I Walked the Parade, Waved at People





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I saw some of you out there, I didn't see others. Tonight, I walked the Belmont Shore Christmas Parade, as our church entered a float called "Discover the Real Magic of CHRISTmas"...it was great. One of our bands did an awesome job playing Christmas carols.

It felt great being out among people, waving, saying "Merry Christmas-Happy Holidays-Feliz Navidad," lots of nice folks out there who just want to feel the holiday spirit.

Being in the parade, made me feel connected to non-church people in an informal/parade/genuine/sort of way.

I'm on the left, holding the banner.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT

Friday, December 02, 2005

Song Ideas, Let's Write

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I'm working on a few songs all at once (that's how it works for me). A key component of songs I write, what I hope to accomplish lyrically and melodically is for a strong phrase that moves, impacts the listener, a line you can feel deep inside your bones, a feeling you can relate to, something that was written for you.

We all have them, these are some favorites:
1. Coldplay's "Message": "you're the target I'm aiming at..." Beautiful.
2. Coldplay's "What If": "that you don't want me there by your side..." Wow.
3. U2's "Beautiful Day": "don't let it get away..." Perfect.

So here are some phrases I'm working on for maximum impact. They could be in the chorus/verse/bridge, not sure at this point. I'm not sure they catch my eye, I may just throw all these away, but sometimes you find something good amidst the mire.

The themes range from Christmas to Easter, loss, pain and hope. Rate as Neutral, Trite, Bad, Interesting or Good.

1. "A Christmas scene without snow/If not for a Savior I know"
2. "If not for a Savior I know"
3. "I'd be distraught and destroyed"
4. "How else would my life be restored?"
5. "I owe it all/I owe it all/To someone else/It's not in me/It's not in here/I owe it all/I owe it all"
6. "this is the time of announcement"
7. "If you hadn't been on my side/I would have despaired even of life" (Psalm 124:1,2)
8. "the darkness is down the street/it seems to get stronger each week"
9. "I have nothing to write/but the world's on my mind"
10. "if not for the fight left in her"
12. "this hope and peace/it's not from me/it's not in me/I owe it all/I owe it all"
13. "to this Savior I know/to the God-man who rose"
14. "the darkness surrounds me"
15. "just when you want to nail others to the wall/His grace appears/His grace is near" - Easter song (pretty bad heh?)

16. YOUR OWN IDEA - perhaps you have a collaborative idea.

That's good enough. I have others, but I can't find them in my journals...Maybe I'll finish something for Christmas Eve.

Have a great day.

Into the future,

davidT